Bugger! It's definitely at times like these I miss my fallopian tubes and the old fashion way of baby-making.
There is nothing to be done for it, we just have to wait another month. The first chance we have to try again I will probably be 37. That's right, another year will tick over.
I'm trying not to get to hung up on the age thing. I'm trying having a balanced view of all the impacting factors. So the good news is I've been doing really well on the weight loss front. I have lost the 10kgs I set as my birthday target. I have another few weeks before transfer (and my birthday) I am thinking I could loose another 2-4kgs, which surely can only help.
The best part of the weight loss is that I'm generally feeling a lot fitter and healthier. Thinking back to last year I felt so exhausted and run down. This year I've had a lot more energy. I don't want to jinx it, but I haven't even had so much as a sniffle this winter!
Heading into my next transfer I'll be:
- 1 year older
- 10 kilos lighter (at least)
- A tiny bit less crazy/obsessed
- A shit tip fitter.
In the balance of things, I feel like it will be in the favour of fertility.